How Neurotic Are You?
The human conscience has a wild side and a human side. Absurd content exists in the wild part of the human conscience and the human side controls human behavior. But when the absurd content invades the human side, we call this neurosis.
What does it mean?
It means that content that is pure poison for your conscience starts destroying it progressively, without you realizing.
How does this destruction occur?
Through absurd thoughts, feelings, sensations and intuitions.
The absurd content starts provoking problems in your psychological functions. Your thoughts start being repetitive and empty, you start thinking silly things like a child or you cannot stop thinking about the same subject without ever coming to a conclusion, and you start thinking about things that never passed through your mind before.
You start feeling certain sympathy for people you don’t know, too much sympathy that is not interpreted as friendship by the other side, and several strange things start happening to you, because you are not working normally. You are somehow drunk with the invasion of this poison from the wild side of your conscience.
However, neither you nor the people that observe you from outside can notice the difference. You believe yourself to be the same. Others believe you are the same. But sooner or later the truth will appear. There will be a point, when you’ll start doing things that are absurd. When someone is a little bit absurd, others don’t necessarily think of him or her as crazy. A little absurdity can be justified. It can be explained or interpreted in many other ways.
However, when someone suddenly does something very absurd, it is noticed, and then we understand that the person is out of control.
Suddenly, the person does something terrible against someone else in a moment of anger. We believe that they experienced a bad moment in their lives. That they suddenly reacted; we are not able to understand why such a reasonable person did something so barbarous to an innocent victim because they were acting quite reasonably in other ways.
However, in reality, nothing happens suddenly. The process of destruction of the human side of our conscience happens gradually. It starts when we are depressed and we simply accept the absurd suggestions that come from the wild side of our conscience. These seem to be solutions to our problems, and so we accept them without critiquing them. We accept cruelty, immorality and treason without condemning them. We start accepting the excuses of the sneaky wild side, which try to hide what is bad, pretending that there is no danger anywhere.
We hear the thoughts of the wild side in our human side as if these thoughts belonged to the conscious content, but they are part of the absurd content that comes from the wild, animal side of our conscience; the part that didn’t evolve like our human side. This is the definition of the mental illness. Now, let’s examine its characteristics in practice, so that you may ascertain how neurotic you are, if you are one of the billions of neurotics of our planet.
The neurotic starts allowing the absurd thoughts of the wild conscience to invade the human side, and starts drawing neurotic conclusions. His feelings are influenced by his thoughts and they don’t have the meaning they should have in his life, while his sensations are dead. He cannot feel the present reality: his life continues to exist in a fantasy world, far from objective reality. His intuitions are strange and dominate him too much. He feels persecuted, he imagines conspiracies against him. He misinterprets other people’s behavior and everything that he judges.
So, he supposes several things about somebody else for example, and he assumes that his thoughts are correct, as if they were based on facts. He wants to possess a beautiful woman. However, he starts thinking that she is too beautiful and she has too many admirers, who are more handsome and smarter than him. So, he comes up with a plan to prevent this woman from having any contact with his rivals.
His actions create several problems in the woman’s life as well as problems in the lives of his rivals. Eventually he has to face an unexpected problem: a different rival appears and seems to be much stronger than the others. The neurotic wastes his psychical energy trying to eliminate his rivals, and forgets to conquer the woman he loves.
On the other hand, the woman he loves understands that he is causing problems for her because he is jealous, and this makes her feel disgusted. If he could only prevent himself from behaving in a neurotic fashion, but could examine reality as it really is, he would understand that this woman was never interested in his supposed rivals, because she has other interests in life. Then he would simply be normal, kind and friendly with her, and their romance would most likely flourish.
However, with all the poison that invaded his mind, he wasted all his energy trying to eliminate the rivals that in fact he never had, and so he ends up losing the woman that he loved.
The wild conscience wants to destroy the human being, because it is a wild and evil animal. The ideas and plans it suggests to the human conscience are always intent on destroying the person through craziness and despair.
Absurd content makes the person imagine things that are fantastic in an unreal sense, and so their objectives become distanced from reality, and in the end cause them to face failure and despair.
Now, think about your psychological functions.
How do they work for you? Which of them are working in your psyche?
Are you a person that understands things easily and makes decisions easily?
Or are you an eternal seeker of something else and that you and only you will know it when you see it?
Are you afraid of life and of other people?
In any case I advise you to start caring about the dreams you see when you sleep, because they can help you develop balance and wisdom, even if your neurosis is too advanced and already has the characteristics of a psychosis.
You don’t need to visit a psychotherapist and you don’t need to pay your doctor. The doctor is the wise unconscious mind that produces your dreams exactly in order to protect and save you from attacks of the wild conscience. Attacks which try to impose neurotic behavior in you.
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